There was times when I looked at his face and said this in my heart 'Thank God, you gave him to me, someone who love me with all his heart. For him did all the efforts to make me his. For him keeping me and treating me so good. I'm very thankful because what I have now is more than what I could ask for'.

But there's also times when I looked at his face and said this in my heart 'Is he serious with all his words? Is he the one who will keeps me forever? Can he be trusted with all my heart? Can I be a good partner for him? Can we make it together? Is that just me and my expectation? Will he ever broke my heart? Can I survive? Can we survive?'